SELF-PLAESURE IN TIME OF CORONA

March 2020, Italy.

The covid 19 is lashing the country. We are all in lockdown.

Me too, I am a prisoner in my own home. Negative emotions are making their way inside my soul, my body.

Before, when I went to bed, I used to take care of myself, to give me pleasure.

Now I fall asleep every night crying.

In this way, trying not to lose my mind, I ended up forgetting my body.

Then suddenly, in my new pandemic routine, an ambiguous element arrives. And finally I smile again.

Smiling, I find again the desire to feel myself well, to feel pleasure.

With a sense of humor, I find a new, funny way to play with myself, I find a new form of sel-love, I find a new way to get back in touch with myself and my body.

I’m no longer the same as before, and I won’t be anymore, the pandemic has certainly changed me. But now I’m reborn, I discovered a new me, I found a new way to reconnect my body and my soul.

This is really a reinvention for me.
And this is only the beginning.